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Steven Grant Rogers ([personal profile] whatsfondue) wrote in [community profile] a_musingly2015-01-14 11:32 am
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[CLOSED TO [personal profile] disassembling - Not really a vacation

Las Vegas had changed quite a bit in the last 70 years. The last time he was here this was only a back water town, a pit stop on the USO tour on their way west. Now it was an entire city that catered to tourists. Steve wandered around among the flashy buildings and (mostly) gaudily dressed tourists in the strip, looking for signs that matched the descriptions in the report he was given for HYDRA.

Nothing. Nothing that stood out to him of course.

Usually something like this was best assigned to Natasha or Clint, but Clint was on medical leave, and he'd been outvoted when it came to another mission that Bucky and Natasha had left on a day before he'd left. Thor and Bruce wasn't even considered and Tony had meetings Ms. Potts had said he was not allowed to get out of unless it was a global emergency. Tony had clapped on on the back and told him to go wild, which Steve had rolled his eyes at. He shook his head at a poster advertising spa and massages and decided to find somewhere quieter for lunch away from the main strip.

Of course, it was on his way out that he spotted a familiar face, a HYDRA agent they'd been on the lookout for the last few months. Of course Steve will put off his lunch to follow. And of course, something will go wrong and the last Steve remembered was feeling a pinch at the back of his neck and then blacking out
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-18 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
He was really still working on Steve to accept the ease and comfort of just lounging around naked with him when it was time for bed or fun in and around bed. It appeared that his friend was as resistant of staying out of clothing most of the time as he was of steering clear of them. The fact that they warred over bed clothes seemed appropriate when they got along about pretty much anything else.

"No, but how come you didn't fight back like you usually do? Afraid of an unusual amount of property damage this time?" He settled down and noted that Steve had a pillow too, not that he cared for any of that. Their war couldn't be limited to just fists. "I only need three to make you regret." And then he proceeded to attack Steve with the pillow in his grip with a savage barrage and made three hits and then exploded feathers everywhere. "Do you regret yet?"
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-19 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He preferred now to get his heat from Steve when they shared a bed together. His friend was very warm and comfortable to cuddle down with that it seemed strange to bother with clothing. Plus, he had grown very fond of skin-to-skin contact with Steve, and he was not all that ready to consider giving it up because it happened to be a little cold outside the blankets.

"No, but you should be able to smell a HYDRA trap miles away," he pointed out, though he certainly didn't fault Steve for the incident. If anything, he had been good to come and help, to rid the world of yet another HYDRA base and protect his friend at the same time.

Of course, he didn't relent until there was only fabric of the pillow left, feathers and fluff all over the bed. These fancy places certainly didn't make tough fabrics anymore if that result occurred. "There are always more HYDRA bases," he replied and blew a feather from clinging to his hair and tossed the casing away because it was pointless to have a pillow fight with no pillow filling.
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-21 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
Steve had always enjoyed the heat and he had apparently had a better appreciation of the cold. There was nothing wrong with the differences in preference save that one was giving way to the wants of the other. He figured that as long as fewer clothes were involved in the process while they were alone, he was fine with whatever temperature everything had to be. It wasn't like Steve put up much of a fuss about it now that they had entered the realm of being lovers, a term that made him flush with pleasure every time he heard it, even if it wasn't even referring to him at all.

"But at least you can do anything other than that," he remarked with a shake of his head. He knew that the Avengers were a loyal group to one another, but it was nothing like this. Two men out of time waging war on each other with pillows until there was very little left of the pillows themselves. It wasn't even taxing on his strength and the strikes weren't painful at all, just provoking a sense of freedom that he found most with Steve. He blew feathers from the air trying to land on him, and he looked up when Steve plucked one from his hair. "Yes, HYDRA has mastered the ability to hide, and that makes them very dangerous," he agreed as he leaned in to catch Steve's lips in a kiss.
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-25 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe not perfect, but you're getting fairly close. You're like... eighty-seven percent perfect," he said thoughtfully as feathers still drifted through the air around them. He would put the number higher, but he had a feeling that Steve would contest anything that happened to be in the nineties. Besides, he knew the truth regardless, and Steve would eventually accept it or their battling would continue for the sake of battling, which was always exciting.

He waved a hand in the air to prevent a drifting feather from trying to land on his nose and blew air at it so it flew over to Steve. He nodded his head and suddenly surged forward to tackle Steve over, the air generated from his motions sending feathers all over the place despite the fact that they hadn't been very far apart in the first place, not with Steve reaching for him. "Let's not talk about HYDRA in bed. We can make that a house rule like no sex in the pillow fort, alright?"
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-28 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
That laughter made everything in the world right just for that moment. Everything fit into place in his world, and he could just lay there amid the ruined fluff and feathers and listen to it all day. It was moments like these that built him up again and made him remember what he was fighting for, why it was important not to make the slide back into being the Winter Soldier entirely. This was waiting for him, greeting him, pushing him to take back his life. He would be forever bias towards Steve, and he didn't plan on changing that ever.

The feather brushed his cheek and was sent on his way as he laid out on Steve on the bed again. He blinked when Steve suddenly sneezed right in his face, and the feather brushed his forehead and stuck in his hair as he blinked his eyes rapidly. He then bent and kissed Steve hard as if that was the only thing in the world that would make up for the 'slight' against him.
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-03-31 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
His eyes half-closed with the little bursts of laughter, almost regretting that he cut it off with a kiss. It still rang in his ears though and he could turn it over in his mind even as his lips worked over Steve's soft warm ones. The combination was quite wonderful, especially as he felt Steve's hand in his hair, a favourite of his now that he had come to appreciate that his mess of hair could be stroked and grasped like that.

He sighed and squirmed in pleasure at the little kisses dancing across his skin, eyes remaining closed as he just leaned into the embrace. It felt so warm, and he knew this was probably what being loved felt like. His fingers massaged Steve's shoulders as he shifted his legs to straddle his friend's waist, curling his feet just under Steve's thighs to force them up just slightly.
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-02 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
There was so much to still learn and relearn about Steve and how they interacted together. There was no way that the Smithsonian ever covered such parts of his life, since he was not the super-soldier that the world needed. That was all Steve, but he was endlessly curious about his previous life before the Soldier. He knew there were little things that he had to relearn and explore on his own, and he really wanted to. Now and especially with the road trip seemed like a very good opportunity to rediscover all these things that he and Steve enjoyed together.

He tucked in close, warm and satisfied and comfortable, and there was something very comforting feeling the way that he rose and fell with each of Steve's breaths. He stroked his friend's shoulders as they lay together, his eyes closing at the kisses, tilting his head to give Steve more access to his ear. He shifted, grinding his hips lazily but without intention of arousal for the time being, just enjoying the entire scenario despite having feathers everywhere. "The world... is much simpler when we're like this."
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-07 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The Smithsonian had confirmed things for him but also left him with a lot more questions as well. The confirmation had been enough to drive him to find his friend, to settle in with Steve who had all the answers that the Smithsonian did not. There were faces there in the exhibits that were shadows of a life he still couldn't remember well, but it had been his initial lifeline back then. Now it seemed so paltry considering all the wild stories that Steve told him about the war, Brooklyn, their friendship, the stupid stuff they had done for no other reason than to do it.

He made no effort to move away from Steve, no effort to stop kissing the soft skin that had just a hint of sweat on it. He sucked a hickey into one spot on Steve's neck, but he knew that it would fade quickly and didn't care one bit. He slowly relaxed even more, his motions slowing, his belly full of good food, his mind a pleasant haze of all the good things they had done and would do. He closed his eyes, nestled his face into Steve's neck and slowly drifted off he sleep, completely uncaring about the state of the room that they were occupying. All that mattered was that they were together and they were relatively safe.
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-09 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve was always warm and solid underneath him, and it didn't matter that their surroundings were different from usual. It had been a long day, both with the start of his own mission and then coming here to find Steve and while they had had only a few hours together and there were sirens down in the streets as the HYDRA base was dealt with now that it was exposed, he slept easily and well from where he had lay himself down. Between the two of them, he considered this the safest place to be.

Aside from straightening his legs in the night, he remained a heavy weight on his friend's chest. There was considerable comfort as he rose and fell with each of Steve's deep breaths in sleep, something that made him think of different times when the opposite would be true. Maybe he was remembering a time when Steve was small and needed his chest to rest on. Maybe he was remembering way back when they were children.

Slowly, he shifted on Steve's chest and opened his eyes, which sharpened when he realized he was awake. His eyes flicked around the room to find the place in a state of disarray from feathers, and he slowly lifted his head from where it had rested against Steve's shoulder. He bit back a yawn and instead stretched slightly before finding himself looking down into Steve's face which wore a fond smile. "I suspect we slept too long. Are you feeling well?"
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-13 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Calm and secure where he was, he lounged purposefully on Steve's chest even as his eyes moved around the room looking for discrepancies from what he remembered from the night before. This arrangement had become familiar to him as well, though it wasn't always just like this either. Sometimes they were on their sides, sometimes he could convince Steve to switch, other times they weren't even at the pillows but the opposite way. This was still the exact way that he liked to sleep, curled up or at least close to Steve's dependable warmth and solidness.

"It's later than it usually is," he pointed out, though he recognized that Steve probably already knew that. They did not make it a habit to sleep in, but it had been a long and trying day, so this change in their schedule seemed perfectly acceptable. He lifted his head from where it had come to rest on Steve's shoulder and immediately kissed his friend's lips in a very 'good morning' way. "Yes, shower together and then eat here."

He preferred to avoid public places when he ate given his reactions. Plus, he wasn't going to risk being stared at on such an auspicious day, the first day of their holiday and road trip together. He reached out and picked a feather from Steve's hair, examining it and then nuzzling his friend as he slid his body off to the side. "Once we bathe and eat, we can start our trip?"
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-15 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Slowly, he turned his head as he folded his mismatched arms across the top of Steve's chest and rested his chin there, peering down into his friend's face, mirroring a casualness that he often didn't feel. This time he did, especially as he stretched his legs and tangled their feet together, considering the sheer notion of a holiday. He couldn't remember ever having one, though he supposed every day not serving HYDRA was probably what a vacation was supposed to feel like.

"But didn't we just sleep late because we were exhausted and because you were potentially experimented on?" He had slept well because Steve was here, and he had eaten very well just before bed too. That seemed like a reasonable explanation as any as to why they had slept beyond when they normally awakened and gotten on with their exercise or eating or whatever it was that happened to be planned for the day.

"Not together?" He frowned but pushed himself up off of Steve's body and stretching when he had regained his feet. He nodded, obediently wandering off to the bathroom in order to give Steve space to do whatever was necessary to set things right for this little road trip and he cleaned himself up with a shower. He made certain to be conservative with the hot water, and fifteen minutes later, he was wandering out again in nothing more than a towel around his waist. "Your turn?"
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[personal profile] disassembling 2015-04-20 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wouldn't know. I don't remember ever having a vacation before, unless you count being frozen for months or years. I suspect that's more of a long sleep rather than a vacation," he reflected even as he finished up with what he was doing. He watched Steve, noting that his friend was off of the phone and clearly had made whatever arrangements were necessary for them to head out on their trip when it suited them.

"Twenty minutes. Right, I will be dressed and waiting," he said, nodding his head. He would not bring a knife to that service either, aware that most people didn't take well unless it was Steve or Natasha, both of whom indulged him in such antics. Hotel staff seemed not to be equipped to deal with it.

Instead, he padded to the bedroom to dry himself off completely and pull on a pair of dark blue jeans and a grey long-sleeved shirt. He tossed a red collared shirt over top, but he left it unbuttoned and instead decided to groom himself appropriately. He tied his hair up into a simple tail and then applied the simple leather gloves that were far more appropriate when dealing with the public. He found people stared at his metal fingers, so it was best to keep them from attracting attention.

Then he began the clean up of feathers in the bedroom, putting them into a pillow case to be removed.

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